Enough.


Inside i worry,
Am i enough,
Do i please him,
My heart sinks,
My head swims,
All words gone,
As i try to be,
What he needs,
I dont want to fail him,To hurt him,
This is how i feel,
And when i do,
I want to cry,
For i know this is me,
This is all i can be,
And if i need to change,
Will i ever be,
Enough...
For him,
For me,
For anyone.
Its not fair,
When you never feel,
Good enough,
And you hurt,
You hurt....
Yourself

Tell me not to fall....

Tell me not to fall in love
Tell me not to want you
But then you look into my eyes
Your beauty it becomes you.

I had to stop this lovers spell
I'd breathed in every whisper
From head to toe and back again
Futile was my resistance.

To battle with my emotions
Knowing when to draw the line
A night minus devotion
I'm pretending that's just fine.

To have you close is all i want
No commitment love or feeling
But i'll remain an empty shell
For its my heart you were stealing.

Everyday you break my heart.

When you were my best friend
When you were small
You placed you sticky hand prints upon my walls
Looking back i didn't mind at all
Now everyday you break my heart.

We would do such silly things
We'd sing and dance and have a ball
I'd chase you laughing down the hall
Who'd have thought you'd ever grow so tall?
Now everyday you break my heart.

When time moves on you grow apart
But the love it remains still
I try to be the mum i was, the mum i always will
Now i search for you affection
I try to play my part
But your so intent on fighting
And everyday you break my heart.

So with every little word
With every little look
Your face is ever angry
I cannot read a blank paged book
You cut me down without a thought
You think your pretty smart
But with your words and actions
Everyday you break my heart.

s.wilson 09.08.12

blessings.....

may your troubles be less than your smiles,
may your worries and heartaches be few,
may each moment you live bring you joy,
never casting a doubt from the blue.

may you walk hand in hand with contentment,
may lady luck always knock at your door,
may the sun and the moon shine upon you,
and your life never leave you forlorn.

may you stroll every pathway with ease,
may your load be as light as a feather,
may the road always rise up to meet you,
and remember we're in this together ♥

I gave the bones of me.

Steadily i worked
Day and night
Your heart beamed
A shining light
Never has there been
One who loved so fiercely.

You took it proudly
Handed it to another
I lay lost in the shadows
Clinging to memories
That she stole
In my darkest hours.

Now you see
The shine is no more
You ache
For that which you once fed upon
The keeper of your soul
Realization
Of where you went wrong....

But its much too late, i'm gone .

Falling.

Dont let him look into those eyes
As if they would tell a 1000 lies
Or maybe wear a cheap disguise
He cannot take the chance of falling....

Some may think she led a merry dance
Dare not leave it all to chance
The heart unveils a fleeting glance
But she can't return the loving feeling....

The smell of flowers linger on
Like a bond that once was strong
When did it all turn out so wrong?
And yet he takes the chance of saying....

She is the blossom in the spring
The very tune that his heart sings
She fly's away on angels wings
And leaves his heart forever crying....

Inside his soul is slowly dying....
But still he just cant stop the falling.... ♥